I like to keep some things to myself....

I find myself feeling anxious and uncertain, I mean next week will be two months at my current job. I'm still on probation so who knows what my fate will be at the end of it... So every now and again i browse for positions and all that stuff. I'm doing the best I can but I really do not know if its the best they have seen. I do not know why I find that I want to keep this job so much, maybe because it is a challenge that I want to overcome, something that I can enjoy. It gives me purpose everyday, a reason to keep motivated, work on something, worry less and in the end, its something I must do to grow up, open my eyes to the world and live the reality of the Advertising industry. I rarely want anything to remain a distant dream, if my heart desires something, if I am curious about something, I must see to it, get ahold of it, find out about it, live it or do whatever it is to have it. Do you think thats weird? some things take longer than planned as always, some things take forever actually but with all the patience and perseverence I eventually see to my wishes coming true. Its plenty of adventure, lots of curiousity and satisfaction, thats how I live my life and ofcos alot of passion. I think im going to see a few people when I go up to JHB, I just noticed how many people I know that side actually.  I think im getting over some things in my life right now and im glad....

I missed all the signs... one at a time....

Hi, My name is Mimie and I'm Single, but very very Happy

I know what i want.

 It kind of happened over night, like most things in my life. All this time the way I approached the world was knowing what i don't want, but i was unsure about what i wanted. Living a day at a time, well that wont ever change, but I know what I want. in life and in love atleast. firstly, I want to work for the next two to three years. learn the game, meet some people, gain some contacts win some awards if god can assist. I want to take it easy and just live easy. I want to open up my own practice, whether it be a normal agency or something that will change the world, I want to start it and see it live. I want to give back to my family, build a home for my mother, help her support the kids. I want a man who knows where they are going in life, someone calm and down to earth. Someone who doesn't give me tears and brings peace in my busy life. Someone who is no longer looking for something more, waiting for something else but has already decided what they are doing with their life and are in the process of getting there, the best way they can. I want someone who can take me dancing once in a while but not someone who lives to go out dancing and drinking, someone who respects me and puts in 110 percent to making me happy because i would be doing the same. I want someone whose not driven by money and greed but driven by passion. Mostly I want peace, i think i found that though, peace in who I am, what I don't have, what i can't achieve. But I'm also at peace with what I do have and what I have achieved. I am at peace in the situation that I am in, the church I am going to and the love that I have from those around me. If it does not bring me peace in my heart, peace when Im stressed with work, peace when I'm fighting with friends or family or colleuges, peace when I am not eating enough or sleeping well,  then I don't want it in my life. Thats the way I am approaching life right now, peace. All things in my life right now have to bring me peace or else they are useless to me. These days I have peace, one thing disturbs it every now and again but for most part I am happy and at peace.

The hang is on

Im at work so huuuung over. Feeling so sick and have a massive headache had a little too much wine yesterday. So i think this dude at work likes me. No actually i know he does. See i think i have un intentional flirting tendencies. Im just a nice person you know, and i did not in any way try to make him look at me that way. Had it not been for Dyl and Jenny pointing this out to me, i wouldn't of noticed it. So the other day he says something about dinner when we were talking about food and cooking, then i kind of just turned it into a joke. So when jenny asked what i thought abt him i just said, if you do not address the problem it does not exist. Ignore, ignore,ignore.

Here it is... the new look :)

han

 I just got a new client and brief to work through with a senior so let me gather myself and get to it