Hi, My name is Mimie and I'm Single, but very very Happy

I know what i want.

 It kind of happened over night, like most things in my life. All this time the way I approached the world was knowing what i don't want, but i was unsure about what i wanted. Living a day at a time, well that wont ever change, but I know what I want. in life and in love atleast. firstly, I want to work for the next two to three years. learn the game, meet some people, gain some contacts win some awards if god can assist. I want to take it easy and just live easy. I want to open up my own practice, whether it be a normal agency or something that will change the world, I want to start it and see it live. I want to give back to my family, build a home for my mother, help her support the kids. I want a man who knows where they are going in life, someone calm and down to earth. Someone who doesn't give me tears and brings peace in my busy life. Someone who is no longer looking for something more, waiting for something else but has already decided what they are doing with their life and are in the process of getting there, the best way they can. I want someone who can take me dancing once in a while but not someone who lives to go out dancing and drinking, someone who respects me and puts in 110 percent to making me happy because i would be doing the same. I want someone whose not driven by money and greed but driven by passion. Mostly I want peace, i think i found that though, peace in who I am, what I don't have, what i can't achieve. But I'm also at peace with what I do have and what I have achieved. I am at peace in the situation that I am in, the church I am going to and the love that I have from those around me. If it does not bring me peace in my heart, peace when Im stressed with work, peace when I'm fighting with friends or family or colleuges, peace when I am not eating enough or sleeping well,  then I don't want it in my life. Thats the way I am approaching life right now, peace. All things in my life right now have to bring me peace or else they are useless to me. These days I have peace, one thing disturbs it every now and again but for most part I am happy and at peace.

The hang is on

Im at work so huuuung over. Feeling so sick and have a massive headache had a little too much wine yesterday. So i think this dude at work likes me. No actually i know he does. See i think i have un intentional flirting tendencies. Im just a nice person you know, and i did not in any way try to make him look at me that way. Had it not been for Dyl and Jenny pointing this out to me, i wouldn't of noticed it. So the other day he says something about dinner when we were talking about food and cooking, then i kind of just turned it into a joke. So when jenny asked what i thought abt him i just said, if you do not address the problem it does not exist. Ignore, ignore,ignore.

Here it is... the new look :)

han

 I just got a new client and brief to work through with a senior so let me gather myself and get to it

yeah no umm thats it...

The nature of our lives goes like this: live fast and die young. We no longer know how to wait, what to wait for and when to wait. We want everything right now and want to reach our goals and dreams in minutes. Maybe thats the beauty of our lives, that we live so fast we don't want to stop and soak in the scenery for fear of getting lost and lose our feul to keep going for something great. I don't have time to sit around and wait, time waits for no man, before you know it, its gone and the question is where?? losing momentum is not an option. When troubles come, we handle them in that moment and before we can soak in the pain of those troubles, they are gone, not giving us time to feel that pain, but allowing us to move on to the stage of feeling the joy of having them pass. Thats the way to live now but hearts remain broken, we lose ourselves and sink into dark holes of our heads we can never get out of, because as fast as troubles come and go is as hard as they hit and effect us leaving us in despare we cannot escape. I don't know what im on about in this blog but theres been alot of noise at work over who said what, and whose treating someone like crap and lack of respect for each other and ummm peace. All anybody ever needs is peace. I do not know why it is so hard to fathom and so hard to attain but restless souls are never happy.

Lil Red - Colour blocking at its best