My backbone*** its gone :*(

I believe Sarah Marshall is going to vic falls. May she have a good time there. you will hear one day who is this sarah marshall but she is a really nice girl, really hot, gym freak, worse than me. Smokes like a chimney and if she smokes around me one more time i fear ill become a smoker myself....

So the suspence is over,

Its my gran that has left my world, me and her had spent so many days  over my growing years talking about this day, she had prepared me over and over again. Everytime saying the same thing, that she has done her job, that i must not punish myself for when god is calling her she will have to go and all the time the conversation would end with her most single wish. That when she finally goes may her spirit not hover over me in a bad way because everytime she thought about her time of departure its me that is most prevalent in her mind, me that she raised and tought me my first words, my first letter, sent me to school crossed mountains to save my life as a sick child who was near death. Now that she's gone i dont know if her wish to not hover over me is going to come true, i dont know if she's going to be that wieght over my shoulders she did not want to be but if that be the case then who am i to reject her love in her absence. My first word was not mama or baba it was gogo.
And now gogo is no more :(.

summer saults in me tummy

Fucking freaking out man* about to board the plane* my luggage consists of only black clothes* skirts and dresses**** dnt know wat the hell to expect but hey my head is spinning and Adele singing in my ears saying " don't forget me, please remember why you left me" is not helping and then she changes to " never mind ill find someone like you, i  wish nothing but the best for you" she is killing my soul***

Hi. my name is Sid*Awesum my surname is Fun***

Goodmorning***

Today met me with a 5am boot camp session....

I have never been a fan of gym and working out because lets face it, this whole healthy lifestyle crap is a money making scheme. I used to talk shit about gym and be like, if i get fat i get fat, so what, if i get slim then so be it. Mhmm that was when i felt like i was this hot young thing who can eat what they want and get away with it, but it didn't take long for all the pizza and Mcdonalds at 4am to catch up with me. One day i wore my size 29 Jeans which ive had for like 2 years now and have been way too big, so i hardly wore them but i put them on and i struggled, they were tight around my waist. I was shocked. Could it be that after four years of eating, drinking, sleeping whenever and however be catching up with me. I looked in the mirror, saw a dark, hairless version of a Mimie i did not like. Ive been Jogging ever since, on a quest to lose weight, feel good again and my hair is growing back slowly.

Adele is ringing in my ears

This is my first post, god knows no one is going to read this i think. So
you will come to notice i don't use spellcheck much and i have come to
brand myself as "The copywriter who cannot spell" I'm good with the
concepts, the catchy phrases but i cannot spell them out. Its really a wonder
how i have made it through 15 no wait 16 years of education if i count
the years i spent in the Bundus studying Maths and Geography in Zulu.

I just started this blog because i just moved to capetown a month ago.
I write almost everyday provided i'm not drunk or hungover, but then even when i'm drunk ill stagger into my
oversized lonely apartment and see my laptop and open it and start writing. So now
i do not know why but this blog will be my diary. In the entry's i have been doing
so far there are no dates, no days, just headings and thoughts so that will be
the case here too, i will tell you everything. This is my one year in Cape Town and i will
share all my thoughts, actions, feelings, images, videos and whatever else that can be shared in
blog. I have no idea why i am doing this but here goes****

oh and the Adele this is due to the songs im listening to her 21 songs... too gorgeous.

Enjoy**** and if im the only one who reads my blogs, then to thyself ***Enjoy